dream.

i really only have one thing to say.

i saw a different aspect of tour and band life tonight that i hadn't seen before through an unreleased documentery of underoath. and it showed very much stress, because of money and lables and injuries and etc.

and for a second, i was thinking, "i don't know if i could handle that. maybe being in a touring band really isn't for me."

but you know what, it's not about the money or the stress or anything.
it's just about worship and ministry. and that's it. and that's all it should be about. the stress will come. and money is necessary, but it is not the focus, and i am willing to deal with it.

the marriage will happen.

-alex.